Insomnia sucks. The past few nights, i have woke up every two hours.. Only sleep 4 or 5 hours each night. Really wish i could g get back to sleep now and sleep till 6 am or so. Its not helping that my brother texted me a few minutes ago saying we are under a blizzard warning....which of course i had to get online and make sure its one of his Lil jokes...lol gonna kickhis but for that one! Ha ok going to try this sleep thing once more... :)

Noooo. I can't be sleepy Yet! Trying to get back into s normal sleep routine.... Need to stay awake till at least 9 or 10 tonight.

I'm sitting in the docs office waiting to see the doc, and i hear a woman crying in one of the other rooms :( i want so badly to find her and console her, but i obviously can't do that. I wonder if she's in a lit of pain, or just received some bad news... =(

I remember one time, while waiting in the e.r., i heard a young man and his parents, in the room next to me, being given the mess that he had cancer. It was so heart breaking. I don't know how those in the medical field, hospice, etc can handle their daily tasks... I know i couldn't handle it, personally. =/ they have an emotionally challenging job.

Me. Taken today. My face is a Lil puffy, from being sick. Oh well. Lol

Soooooo tired. Been shopping for mom/my brother and for myself today. At least its some exercise though. My back is giving me trouble today, the punched nerve. Gotta make this sorry, 3 texts have came in...errrr. Lol

I can't wait to live somewhere with central heating again. This little space heater is not working. Frreeeezing.

Didn't get to look at and apply at the apartments as i planned. I looked at one, in Abingdon. It was nice. Had carpeting though...which looks nice but isn't so great for my allergies. But, i dunno yet about that once. The price is going to be a bit high. It does include all utilities though. I don't know, the waiting lists on some of these apartments is so long. I really need to find something as soon as possible, for my health and sanity! Lol the mold won't stay away, where I'm living now, and i have a sensitivity to the mold, its keeping me miserable.